To Be Or Not To Be .... WAd Kinda Qnt is tt ?

To Be Or Not To Be ? Happy ? Or Sad ? Sad ? Or Happy ? Screw it ... I've HAD IT ... Life ISN"T Gonna be kind to me ... Everything that can go wrong HAS gone wrong ... Everything else that has mariclously gone right ... Ends up it all goes back down to nothing and maybe even worse ... If you kill me FINE ... at least i DIE quickly ... Other wise ... Why give me hope ? Then stab me right back again and leave me bleeding to death ? Life isn't fair ... If anyone is planning my life ... well thank u very much i suppose u are having a great time seeing me die slowly ... in your hands ...