Home Sweet Home !

12 days on Tekong ... 7 on the fields and 5 at coyline ...
An experience you won't forget ... An experience like no other ...

I used to believe with my experience and exposure I would had survived army life in a breeze ...
But I came to realise ... the experience is different everytime for so many factors ... Injuries being my greatest enemy this time ard ...

7 days in the feilds have proven and reminded me that I'm not of 100% physical condition nor of psychological readiness to face the elements of nature and a general lack of equipment usage due to tactical reasons.

Well it was fun ... tiring ... new experience ... Tormentous is not seriously the word to use ... Tough times don't last ... Tough men do ... How true ... How true ... So now we all await tougher times to come and go my dear brothers apache HA ...

I find my thoughts always all over the place ... I apologise

Missing Mich pretty bad ...
Sweetie ... Reserve whole of nxt weekend for me!

Dying ... Knee hurts ... Back hurts ... Heart ache ... Stomach ache ... Muscle sore ... Throat sore

Senseless Rambling ?

Been a Long weekend ? Ha ... Wondering what Long really means nowadays ... when it comes to bookout time ... limited is the only word that comes to mind ...

Well ... Not much done over the weekend ? I don't know ... To me ... time with mich is nv enough ... yet they say go for quality not quantity ... I guess I'm plain greedy ... sweetie =x I wish I could only spend more time with you -hugs-

Anywayz ... Just My Luck was a pretty good show ... HaHa

Rite ... had a little chat over "dinner" with XJ ... Funny how much there is to talk abt ... per usual these topics go round abt and comes dead centre on "Life" ... sheez ... am i boring or what ... But somehow I like that topic helps one reflects on stuff ...

Being "Handicapped" for over a mth and counting I would say I'd been given a brief insight on how life is like for the injured and the handicapped ... and how ugly the society is in singapore -_-"

Hmm ... lost again ... where am i ?

Missing Michelle ...

4 days to field camp ...

12 days to Book Out ...

-hugs-kisses-

Cya WIBO sweetie ~

Relationships ...

Okie ... not complaining abt the pain and trauma and all the other emotional as well as physical discomforts relating to my injury anymore ? Not exactly ... Just thought I'd give it a break for now ... (Since its broken ... I can only do that much)

Rite ... Anywayz ... I'd like to acknowledge and show appreciation to my love for being there even when times are hard ... Surfing through websites and talking to friends ... very so often you bump into a friend whos stuck in a rut in their relationships be it with friends or loved ones ...

Looking into the situation ... I'm no expert ... I simply avoid conflicts ... taking the extra step back so that everything can remain calm ... whether thats a good thing is very subjective ... somebody thinks that makes me boring ... others think its at the expense of my pride and people's respect for me ... but I think it preserves the neccessary peace ... expenses and sacrifices are to me but the price peace ... Yet I will agree that torlerance has to have its limits ...

Well ... I don't understand how issit many people fail to appreciate their gf/bf when the ones doing the compromise is apparently not them? So much more I would like to say but I will not ...

Like I say I'm no expert, I'm learning as well ... everybody needs to be related to in a different way ... and learning to relate to each is a process that will take time and effort

I don't stuff for nothing ... So people try to understand ... compromise when neccessary and appreciate what you have ... before you lose it ...