Recovery ...

Okiez ... heres a first but I would like to publically thank the lord and savior for his tireless aid for even his most unworthy subjects (i.e. Me)
I'm set on the road to recovery ... fast BUT I need faster =x I know i ask for too much sometimes BUT I really need faster !!!
Well ... Hid and XJ dropped me a visit with dinner last nite ... guess that helps abit =) Had a nice long talk with him ... Its been awhile haha
Expecting my love to drop by soon ... hope everything turns out well =)
Oh well back to camp tonite ... 18 15 hrs Life sux ... I won't mind 1/2 as much If I CAN ACTUALLY TRAIN =OH well ... Pray hard ... Wed is review by the specialist and I'll find out exactly whats wrong with me ...

Dark Is the World of the Soldier Injured =(

Official Bookout day was yesterday ... Everybody was happy ... I was happy (for awhile) ... Everybody's GF ... Family was at whitesands waiting to receive their tired NS boy ... Daddy came but I was much more than simply tired from training ... retired more likely =<

Haiz ... Sunday ... I should be out with mich ... enjoying the limited timeframe of my bookout ... but all I've been doing (able to do) is to sit on my bum praying and having a roller coaster ride on the emotion highway ... Miss Mich ... Trying to be optimistic ... Feeling down right low with the injury ... Trying to be optimistic ... Pulled back down by the idea of a recourse ... Trying to be optimistic ... Missing Mich ... and the whole shit goes on =<

U know drugs would be an absolutely good idea if i were actually dumb (or depressed enough) ... WHAT AM I TALKING ABT ARGHZ .... -_-

Nv felt so low since ... I don't know ...

I never liked the idea of serving the army ... But since I'm compelled I have every intent to do my best ... to excel ... outdo ... outlast ... outstand ...

God Help Me !!! =<

army songs

Just something I picked up from the army ~ Guess it reflects the feeling of every soldier and their family even though most of the time the lyrics makes little logical sense ... the gist of it is usually there ~ ha

In the early morning Jog ~
With my towel on my back ~
And an aching in my heart ~
Coz I miss my Mother so ~

I know I know ~ You got to go ~
So hurry hurry back home ~
Coz I miss you so ~

In the early morning march ~
With my feild pack on my back ~
And an aching in my heart ~
Cos I miss my Lover so ~

I know I know ~ You got to go ~
So hurry hurry back home ~
Coz I miss you so ~


Training to be a soldier to fight for land ~
Once in your life ~ 2 years of your time ~
Have you ever wondered ~ Why must we serve ?
Becoz we love our country and we want it to be free to be free ya !
Children having ah ~ We're carrying guns ah ~

Oh well ... thats abt it for now ... shit I'm feeling really sianz ...

Day 3 of Attend C

I'm due back in camp today ... Conditions seems to have stablized and slowly recovering ... I can walk (or rather limp) without absolutely excurciating pain ... But swelling is still there and movement is limted without my clutches (not that it isn't with them -_-") Haiz ... feeling like a bloody handicap ...

Oh well on the lighter note ... lix, jeremy, kitty & Bf dropped me a surprise visit yesterday =) Really touched they guys actually spent their precious book out hours to visit me when they could had spent it on so many other things ... thanks people =) Appreciate it

And Michelle dearest sent me a picture of golden nuaing =) My My hasn't she grown bigger ...

Home ... Earlier than expected ...

Well ... I'm Home early from confinement ... Not exactly my idea of happy though ... Fell from platform training ... how dumb =x

Miss Singapore ... Miss Home ... Miss Michelle ... But this isn't exactly the answer to it ... infact this is nothing close to it ...

Haiz ... I hope I'll be fine ... don't wanna get downgraded ... I still wanna lose weight and go to command school ...

Thats Me @ CGH =<

Last hours Of Civilian Life as I know it ...

Well ... Last hours of Civilian life at least for the next 2 years ~

Heres a few words on what happened in the past weeks

I tried to spend as much time with mich as we both could possibly afford =)
We went to chinese gardens where we made some turtles and tortoises friends and raced down pagodas ... Met my friends, Her friends and also spent some time at the cinemax theatres at good ol' science centre =)

I'm looking forwards to book out already ... Missing mich enough as it is ...
-hugs- Think of a nice place to go on my book out okie dearest ? 15 days to book out ~ I'll be counting ~ Call u as and when I can love ... -muacks-

To my dearest friends,

Hey people ~ I'm in as of 1 30 pm on 2nd of june ~ I'll be looking forwards to hearing from everyone of you when i book out ~ Sorry I can't see all of you one last time before I leave =x
Guys I'll see you on tekong =p Well ... 3 mths ... long time ... lets take it one book out at a time =) 15 days ! See ya All ~ 13 for graduation ... Haiz ~

Au Revior moi amin ~
J'amine Bien michelle ~
(okie my french is abit rusty ... but what I wanna say is, I love you lots mich -muackz-)

Signing off ~
Simon