Monday, August 09, 2004

Happy National Day Singapore !

Okie had a great day ... Spent the morning chilling out ... Simple breakfast ? lunch ? brunch ? I don't know ... Anywayz basically a simple meal with jess at delifrance ... Had a nice conversation while we were at it ... =)
Later went to the library for about an hour while waiting for time to past ... Read a really interesting book entitled "Biorythms-A step by step guide" ... It was on the 3 major rythms that governed the performance of the person in a typical day ... The 23-day-cycle physical rythm which governs the physical performance of a person ... The 26-day-cycle emotional rythm which governs the social and mood aspect of a person ... The 33-day-cycle intelligence rythm which governs the mental performance of the person ... Shall try it out and see how well it works :P
Met jess again after that and headed down to city hall to meet the class for the fireworks display ... Everyone was late with exception of chippy and amy ;p ... Sorry u 2
Amazingly ... Most of the class turned up for the event ... And even more amazingly we all managed to squeeze through to the same spot before the fireworks display ended ... haha ... heaven smiles upon us this day !


"When you believe ... Miracles can happen"---Theorem of Le FoX


Well thats so much for actions of the day ... Now for the thoughts of the day ... Had been trying to avoid thinking about some stuff for awhile now ... Hoping that i would be able to be contented with simply being friends with her ... Apparently, it doesn't work out ... Questions i keep asking myself "How much do i really like her ? Is she really worth all the effort ? Is the feeling mutual ? Does she like me ? Does she know I still like her ? Do i even stand any chance ..." Maybe i should just give up ... lest i end up with another joyce ... a love that due to my persistance not only lost but blocked my existance out of her life ... Somebody tell me what i can do ... "The ONLY Real Mistake is the one you Learned NOTHING from" Maybe just maybe ... i should really learn from that last mistake ... before it becomes A REAL MISTAKE I will regret making ... After all "like does not equate with love" Yet ... I know i will regret giving up now ... "A journey of a thousand mile starts with a single step" ... I need to know if this is ever meant to be ...

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